This just sucks!

I was hoping

that I would 

come home

from my

"internal scraping"

and feel better.

No, sir-e-e-e-e-e! 

I haven't felt like this

since I was in high school,

or there abouts.

Used to tell Mom,

"I fell like someone

just pulled my plug

and all my energy

has just drained

out of me."

It's beautiful outside,

and here I am,

sitting inside,

typing on this silly machine,

to bored do anything else.

I am bored

out of my mind,

and just don't care.

I

HATE

HORMONES ! ! ! !

I 

HATE

NO BEING ABLE TO

CONTROL MY OWN BODY ! ! !

I want to return to normal

ASAP!

I don't want to wait

for 4 weeks

to know what's up.

Oh well,

at least the cramping